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POEM: Unanswered Questions

Unanswered Questions

So many of my elders died
before I knew who I was.
Is that a loss or a blessing?
Could I have explained to Grandma
(who never liked my triangle pendant)
that I was no longer her grand-son
but instead her grand-something-else?
Would the Franciscan friar
who christened me “Jaybird”
have thought, to himself or aloud,
that a queer mouse must burn?

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20 September 2025
Charlottesville VA

for I.F. Gonzales

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POEM: 8 Minutes Ago

8 Minutes Ago

eight minutes ago
the sun was still shining
that’s all I can tell you

if it were suddenly to die
we’d all go blissfully on
long enough to play

“You Learn” by Alanis Morissette
twice
which is ironic

92 million miles
at 186,000 miles a second
you can check my math

Alanis would be singing
“you live, you learn” one last time
then click – lights out

seven days later
we’d all be freezing
in a year it would be -100°F

under their frozen surfaces
the oceans would stay liquid
for hundreds of thousands of years

most plants would die
in a few weeks
some tress could make it decades

the $64,000 question,
to quote Pink:
“what about us?”

we could live in submarines
in the very deep oceans
which doesn’t sound great

the better choice:
geothermal or volcanic heat
could keep us going for years

prepare yourself now, is my advice
take a page from Blofeld’s book
get yourself a volcano lair

you don’t want to be
the only person without one
when Alanis stops singing

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18 September 2025
Charlottesville VA

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POEM: the rainbow I want to see

the rainbow I want to see

forms in a puddle of gasoline
pooling below a row of Molotov cocktails
a riot not a parade

they’re not coming for us
they’re already here
that warmth you feel

is the breath of the enemy
uniformed like a dark patch of night
light glinting off a truncheon

grab a brick, break a bottle
sharpen your knives and axes
this is the hour when we fight

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6 September 2025
Charlottesville

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POEM: The Singer & The Hunter

The Singer & The Hunter

cricket in the window well
sings to Orion in the sky
in a language that means “find me”
but the hunter doesn’t answer
and my partner shuts the window

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27 August 2025
Charlottesville, VA

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POEM: only now

only now

calendar
only now

wristwatch
only now

this moment
only now

drop of rain
only now

cat stretches
only now

steaming ramen
only now

inhale
only now

exhale
only now

no yesterday
only now

no tomorrow
only now

no regrets
only now

no plans
only now

no us
only now

no them
only now

no you
only now

no me
only now

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23 August 2025
Charlottesville VA

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POEM: Stone Angel

Stone Angel

I looked past the stone angel
to the open front door,
saw the back of a recliner
in the living room beyond.
The vice grip of longing:
a little house for us in Lenox,
a cat, a dog, a yard
full of flowers for pollinators.
We’re sipping tea on an autumn morning,
reading our books and chatting.
I don’t even know if that’s what I want.
Not this.
Not this.
Not this.

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20 August 2025
Charlottesville VA

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POEM: Rivers

Rivers

Reading about Paris.
Listening to Boston.
Thinking of Lenox.

I should be present.
Be where I am.
The Rivanna is not the Seine,
but then the Seine is not the Rivanna.

The Housatonic, the Charles,
these rivers of the imagination.
Where are they, really?

Do they flow even now
through this summer night?

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4 August 2025
Charlottesville VA

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